Lesson 44: Reunion

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I am John, and I am so much more than the human John. I am John’s soul, John’s spirit, John’s divine essence. I am the integration of all that John is, and of all that John has ever been. I am the integration of all of my lifetimes on Earth, including this one known as John. And I do not come to you from some far-off realm, where in the past I have resided while I have sent parts of myself to Earth to live out their lifetimes for me.

In this grand time, dear friends, I have chosen to come to Earth. And with the permission of my human called John, I have chosen to integrate fully as a Divine Human on Earth. I have chosen to embody fully within this one known as John, and John has chosen to allow this integration to happen. Indeed he has invited me, and I have accepted.

Dear friends, dear creators, the time has come where you too, if you choose, may invite your soul to come in, to come and be with you here on Earth. For dear friends, that is the true ascension.

Oh, you’ve thought for so long that ascension meant leaving the Earth, that it meant ascending to some other realm where you would reunite with your spirit, with your soul, with God. But dear friends, that’s not the way it works at all. The real ascension, the real culmination of your grand experience on Earth, is when your soul comes in and joins you here. For then you will walk upon the Earth as a true master, until the time comes where you and your soul together, as one whole integrated being are ready to move on to another adventure.

And even then, dear friends, you will be able to come back to Earth, for in integrating your human into all that you are you take your human with you, and you can bring it back to Earth any time you want. You can simply create a body in the moment and be on Earth, and then you can dissolve it and move on to another adventure.

So dear friends, listen within you. Your soul, the grand being that you are, and yet that has been separated from you for so long, is waking up from a long sleep, and it wants to come and be with you. Can you hear it’s call?

Listen.

Can you hear the call of your own soul? Can you hear the longing in its voice?

Dear friends, for so very long, for so many lifetimes, you have kept your soul at a distance. Oh, it was necessary; so that you wouldn’t get lost, so that a part of you could stand back and collect the wisdom that you have gained through your many lifetimes. But dear friends, as much as you have longed for reunion with your own soul, your soul has also longed for reunion with you.

Can you hear it calling?

The time has come, if you so choose, to allow your soul to come home.

Your soul will not come without your permission. It loves you too much. It honors you too much. It will not impose itself upon you. But it wants to come home. It wants to be with you. Can you hear it calling, dear friends?

Oh, you thought that home was somewhere else; some grand heaven in the sky, some grand oneness that you would reunite with after you die.

No dear friends, that was part of the dream, part of the illusion. Home is right here inside of you, inside of your body on Earth.

You might wonder how that could be. You may feel as though your body is falling apart. Your body has so many issues, it’s so limited, how could that be your true home?

Dear friends, it is your creation. It is your expression, and when you allow your soul to come in your body will begin to change. It will begin to transform. It may be uncomfortable at first—change always is uncomfortable—but if you allow it to happen your body will transform.

But dear friends it doesn’t matter, because what your soul wants more than anything else is to experience being human, to come fully into the nitty-gritty experience of life on Earth. Your soul does not care what condition your body is in, it just wants to experience being in a body.

Oh, you’ve had many bodies in your sojourn on Earth, but your soul has always kept a distance. Your soul has never fully experienced being human, and now for the first time ever it’s possible for that to happen. Your soul wants to be you, dear friends. It wants to come in and be with you.

Can you let that happen?

It will be challenging, because along with your soul comes every other part of you, every other lifetime that you have lived, the memories of everything you have ever been are done. Not so much the details of those memories, but the feelings of them. And dear friends, some of those parts of you; you’ve been running from them for a long time. Because you’re ashamed of them, because you’re confused by them, you don’t understand them. So many things you wish you had never done, so many things you don’t understand how you ever could have done them. So many lifetimes that feel like such failures.

But dear friends, every single one of those lifetimes was a precious gift to your soul, to all that you are. There were no failures. You never did anything wrong, no matter how it seemed, for every single one was collected by your soul. Its wisdom was collected. The lessons that you learned in those times, and in those events, were collected by your soul, and they helped to make you what you are today.

You could say, dear friends, that your soul is your wisdom, the collected wisdom of all of your lifetimes, of all of your times between lifetimes, and of all of your experiences before you ever came to Earth. That is what your soul is, dear friends. It is the consciousness of all that you are and all that you have ever been. And now that wisdom wants to come and be with you.

What a gift, dear friends! What a grand gift!

Can you imagine the collected wisdom of everything you have ever been and everything you ever done? Can you imagine it being a conscious part of your life right now?

You have been a master of many, many, many different things. You have mastered so many things in your experience on Earth. Mostly you didn’t carry those things through to other lifetimes, but they became part of your soul, part of your grand wisdom. And now dear friends, if you allow it, that wisdom can come in and be part of you. The knowing, the mastery.

Perhaps in another lifetime you were a grand musician. You can be that now, if you allow your soul to come in. It doesn’t matter if you’ve never touched an instrument in this lifetime. You can bring in that wisdom if you want to, or anything else that you have ever done, because it’s all part of you, dear friends. It’s part of your soul, and now the time has come. The energies are right on Earth, where your soul can come and join you here.

Are you ready to let that happen?

It will take courage. It’ll take a lot of love for yourself. It’ll take a choice to love yourself completely, to accept and love everything that you have ever been and everything that you have ever done. That can be a difficult thing dear friends, but the time has come and you are up to the challenge. It’s just a choice, and if you are listening to (or reading) this it’s a choice that you’ve already made.

It’s happening, dear friends. Whether you realize it or not you are ascending. You are coming home to you. You are in the process of integrating all that you are.

You cannot remain separated from yourself forever. It isn’t possible dear friends, and now the time has come, if you allow it to happen, where the grandest reunion that has ever been known can take place within you.

Are you ready to let that happen, dear friends?

There’s nothing to do, other than to say yes. And to breathe in your soul; to breathe in life; to allow your soul to breathe with you.

It is a grand thing dear friends, a grand, grand reunion. It is something that John and I have been approaching and talking about for a long time. We have both felt fear. We have both, in our own way, held back. And we have both wept for the longing of reunion.

Now dear friends, the choice has been made. Now I can speak to you with all the combined wisdom of everything that I have ever been. Not as some being, some far-off being outside of John, but as a the wholeness of John. As the wholeness of all that John is, of all that I have ever been.

Oh, we are both going through many changes. John’s body is struggling to keep up with the changes. But it is dear friends, it is transforming, and John is allowing it to happen. And as John’s soul I too am transforming, in ways I never expected, and I am beginning to learn what it truly feels like to be a human on Earth. And we have grand things to do, dear friends, as John, as the ascended master, the enlightened being by the name of John, that I am.

Dear friends, you have grand things to do also, with your soul. Many of you have felt a lack of passion, a lack of clarity or direction, in recent years. You’ve wondered what is happening and why you can’t seem to find your way. Dear friends, it is because the way forward is with your soul. The time for the human passion this past. If you want to find your passion again then allow your soul to come in, because that’s where it is, dear friends.

Your journey forward is the journey of your soul, and your soul’s agenda is different than the agenda of your human. Are you willing to allow your soul’s agenda to come in?

Are you willing to allow your soul’s passion to come in?

It’s different, dear friends. It’s different than anything you ever known. It’s different than anything you have ever imagined, but that is where you will find your true passion.

So listen, dear friends. Listen for the call of your own soul, and invite it to come in. Write a letter to it. Open your heart to it.

Some of you thought you were looking for a soulmate. Dear John spent most of his life looking for a soulmate. He thought it was a woman who would be with him, who would fulfill that deep longing. But dear friends, the time for that is past. The true soulmate, as John has discovered, is your soul.

Oh, when John began to discover that, to accept that, a wonderful old friend came into his life, a women that he has known many, many, many times. But by then he knew that he couldn’t find fulfillment in her.

There is only one place to fulfill that longing, dear friends. That is with your own soul, because that is what you are feeling. You have been separated from your soul for so very long, and now is the time to bring it home, to bring all that you are home to you, right here in this human experience. Right here in your body. That is where the longing will be resolved. That is where you will find your passion, and your clarity.

It’s a simple choice, dear friends. A simple choice to invite in your soul, and then to let it happen.

It takes time. It’s a process. If your soul came in all at once it would destroy your body, because you’re not used to that kind of energy, to that much light.

Let it happen, dear friends. Breathe it in.

Your soul will not overwhelm you, but it will come when you invite it. And it will be the grandest, most joyful reunion that you have ever known.

I am complete. For now.